Friday, September 26, 2008

Back to Homeland-sep.26

I went back to Beida yesterday. The only memory I wouldn't feel tired to embrass once again is those ones that I spend with my schoolmates. Even before I really luckily became a menber of the PKUers, Beida has been the constant sound source of comforting, inspiring, guiding and uplifting of my life. In the crystal-clear air and comfortably warm sunshine, I had one of the most enjoyable lunch with Alex & Biggest on my old table in Songlin. Memory guided me stroll around the campus in old route, liberal, Yannan Park, 41 Dorm, Cenmemorial Hall, South Gate. In Beida, an andolescent changed into a free-spirited, independent adult.

The most impressive experience yesterday is not enjoyable lunch, not wonderful drama and catching up again with old friends. It is, a conversation with Zhao Minghao. How are about your preparation work for applying going? I can not answer his question. We've come to know eachother for the past more than 3 years, he is the constant cleg that urge me on really important issue. I am so happy to have come to know him and shared with him so many common memories in classrooms.

I feel that I need to leave, as soon as I can. To lead a life that can never say what happens in the future. Premier Zhu said that the Tsinghua spirit is the consistent pursuiting of perfection. If you mean perfection, you imply the scientific methodology, being accurate, being plain and serious. Perfection & harmony exist only in the nature world, never in human world which we call society. While, as the sister university of Tsinghua, Peking University dedicate itself to probing into the art of managing our collective daily life, cultivate individual and social mind, comfort human emotion and therefore appeal the pursuit for beautiful things as perfection and liberaty.

Ken tell me that life is dull. It is, without the strong belife into something that bigger than ourselves. Without dream, life is a bird with broken winges, that can not fly. My connection with Beida determined that I can never leading my life in a simple & joyful & content way, through how I wish to. The only way ahead is being aquisitive and dedicated, to something bigger than myself.

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